Imperfectly Perfect!

A tiny gap
of hope perhap
a restlessness
kindling aggress
a second soul
urging hold
calming me
unseen to see
is life perfect
or halfway met?

Meri Galat Fahmi..

Tujhko benuks samjha
chaha
sar aankhon pe maana
aasmaan pe bithaya..
chaand bhi wahin tha
bola
yeh kya cheez hai
jab main hi kabhi
benuks na ban paya..

Teri Mohabbat..

Ai mard tune mohabbat ki to zaroor
kabhi meri adaa
kabhi shayad mere man se
aur kabhi mere khubsurat badan se..

Mujhe aurat tune samjha zaroor
magar insaan bhi hoon main
yeh tu gaya kyon bhool
maine woh har kaam kiya
jo tu kar sakta hai
magar kabhi izzat ke mujhko
na tune samjha quabil..

Apne ghar me tan ke tu laya mujhko
magar yeh soch kar ki  kar liya tune haasil mujhko
baraabar apne kabhi na samjha tune mujhko
kaash tu bhi mujhko apna raazdaar maanta
jaan jaata ki tere apne ghar me ek kohinoor tha..

Mohabbat..

Mohabbat us aasmaan se girti pani ki boond ki tarah hai
zameen me samaane ki chaah me jisko maut bhi manzoor hui..

Manzoor Nahin..

Tum mujhe mehaz mehbooba samjho
yeh mujhe manzoor nahin

Ta umr saath nibhane ki baat kahi maine
doston ki mehfil ke liye tum mujhko chod do
yeh mujhe manzoor nahin

Maine tumhare dil ki mehfil ko sajaya hai
mujhko mehaz ghar ki sajawat bana ke rakh do
yeh mujhe manzoor nahin

Maine tumko mehboob, humsafar aur dost bhi mana
tum mujhko mehaz biwi banado 
yeh mujhe manzoor nahin

Maan na hai to tum bhi mujhko sab kuch maano
fakat naam ke liye humsafar kehdo
yeh mujhe manzoor nahin

You and I

Kya tujh pe bhi wohi udaasi chaayi hai
jo teri judaai me mujh me samaayi hai
kya tu bhi ghira hai logo se magar phir bhi tanhayi hai
kya tujh ko bhi lagta hai apni quaid me hi apni rihaayi hai..

You and I

Quiet contemplation and Open expression

Analysis and synthesis

Cerebral and emotional
Reason and Intuition

You and I..

Of diverse conversations

Of varied perspectives

Of agreed disagreements

Of verbal lovemaking

You and I..

Of Intense thought

Of Clarity sought

Of Lessons learnt

Of Lessons taught

You and I..

Of flow

Of understanding

Of experience

Of growth

You and I..

Serious and playful

Careless and careful

Timid and heady

Excitable and steady

You and I..

Mutually perfect

Left foot right foot

Complimenting

Making complete

You and I..

You and I

Pyaar ko zindagi me aane de
is tarah khud ko mehroom na kar
mohabbat tujh ko dete dete
kya pata main bhi kuch paa jaun..

Kuch nahin chaha badle me maine tujhse
is tarah pyaar ke ehsaas se na dar
yaar tujh pe marte marte
kya pata main bhi kuch jee jaun..

Itni mehar kar tu mujh par
is tarah mod na mujh se nazar
tere tufaano se ladte ladte
kya pata main bhi kuch thamee jaun..

Mujh ko bana le apna langar
is tarah behte behte jayega kidhar
tujh ko thehrav dete dete
kya pata main bhi kuch thehartee jaun..

You and I

Main pyar nahin na sahi aapka
jo na chute woh aadat hi bana lo

Main khuda nahin na sahi aapka
ruh se nikli ibaadat hi bana lo

Haq samjho mujh par wahi
jo khud par haq rakhte ho

Main mallika nahin dil ki na sahi 
mujhko apni riyaasat hi bana lo..

You and I

Ah! You and I

Two halves of the same pie

Our bond, our affection

Of near perfection

Of love, understanding and mutual accord

Of no marital vow, no record

No ceremony

And yet

Completely in harmony

Tied

Never to be severed

By an invisible umbilical chord

Passing on to each other

What the other longs

Completing each other

Like an unsolved puzzle

Ah! You and I

Two halves of the same pie

We hold hands

And we look into the eye

And somehow

Time just goes by

Your shy smile

Makes me smile

Myself a little shy

You complete my thought

Just as I complete yours

You are my guide

I look up to you with pride

You are subtle

And I bring up a rustle

You calm my nerves

And I bring you out of your reserves

Ah! You and I

Two halves of the same pie

I wish to die

In your loving arms

Forever glowing

Forever knowing

We were always

A single being

Ah! You and I

Two halves of the same pie

Apne Jeene ka Andaaz!

Bas ek ek pal zindagi ko jeena hai.......jo mile usme khush rehna hai
koi ummeed nahi, na koi intezaar.......waqt ke bahaav me behna hai

You and I

Intezaar hai mujhe, Ki tujhe bhi woh mehsoos ho jo main mehsoos karti hoon

Pyar hai mujhe, Ki  tere liye aaj main apne aap ko mehfoos karti hoon

Nahi hai tujhe, Pyar mujhse is waqt to na sahi

Ummeed hai mujhe, Ki mohabbat hogi tujhe mujhse bhi kabhi

Ja choda tujhe, Ki tu khud hi laut aayega

Yaad karna mujhe, ishq jab tujhe bhi satayega

Tadapna hai mujhe, Agar yehi meri kismet me hai likha

Na aana hai tujhe, to mera pyar bhi tujhe waapas na la payega

Jeena hai mujhe, To main kal bhi jee rahi thi

Jeena hai mujhe, To main kal bhi jeeti jaungi

Paaya agar tujhe, To marne ka mazaa bhi kuch aur hoga

Na paaya agar tujhe , To zindagi saanson ke chalne ka bas daur hoga.

You and I

Aise ek shaqs se achanak mile hum
zindagi ke jisne maine badal diye
khud par bharosa gava chuke the hum
Woh aaya aur usne aaine badal diye..

You and I

Hum do kadam saath bhi na chale the
ki manzilon ki fikar sataane lagi tumhe
Tanha tum bhi the aur tanha hum bhi
to kyon kar fikre safar na kiya..